Insomniaaaa

It seems I have an epic case of insomnia. I am very tired, yet can not sleep. Seriously, it is about 5 in the morning and I'm blogging, and a few minutes ago i was doing homework. As much as I would like to be sleeping right now, I can not, but some good seems to be coming from this in that it is giving me time to think. I was sitting here working on my project for MIS (Management Information Systems) and I seemed to have had a moment of clarity regarding what I want to do with my life. Deep, right? I realized how much I don't want to work with excel for the rest of my life. I kind of like it now because it's easy mindless work, and compared to the rest of my school work, it's fun. But I would never want to do this as my profession. I realized that I do not want a job that requires me to learn a task and repeat it, sitting at a desk like a mindless drone doing the same thing over and over. I want to create. I want to take my knowledge and use it to better this world, not just sit and crunch numbers or push papers, etc. So it looks like that whole business major thing might not work out so well. Maybe I'm just not thinking right because of lack of sleep. Who knows?